DOmestic violence help?

First place if the state has evidence of the DV abuse against you they will prosecute him whether you testify or not. Second you do need to get a RO against him. I will put some links below please call them for help in your area. There are others out there that have been through what you are going through and you deserve better than what he is giving you. I know I am a DV survivor. There are many resource available to help financially and emotionally so please do not hesitate to use them.